i, i, i, i, i, i, i/i love another, and thus i hate myself/i love another, and thus i hate myself/i love another, and thus i hate myself/i love another, and thus i hate myself/and thus i hate myself

said i don’t want ya, but i want ya, an’ i’m winnin’ an’ i’m losin’/yes, i want ya, an’ i’m waitin’, an’ i’m oozin’, an i’m bruisin’

oh, what i wouldn’t give to stay/to have my joy and sorrow cast away/but even if my wings have been set alight/all that i can do is to learn to fly/all i wanna do is to do you right

and you don’t need to wonder, you’re doing fine/and my love, the pleasure’s mine

don’t look -- it’s not like you’d understand, right?/it’s as this flower of transformation has finally gone and bloomed/i can’t say anything, i can’t make it disappear/no matter how ugly my makeup is

interconnected/connection anxiety/i’m scared of what you think/when you try to dissect me/interconnected/connection anxiety/i’m scared of what you’ll say/when you get inside of me

i’m the night sky/i’m the fire in your eyes/and i want you/now and for all time/i’m the cold heart/i’m the secret that you hide/i’ll be listening until you decide/i will ne’er be free